Too Much Information

Today blogs everywhere are showing lists of things that people are thankful for.

I'm just sitting here hating myself. I don't want to post about things I am thankful for. I am unhappy and I want everyone to know it.

You know they say, "We can do this the easy way or we can do it the hard way." Sometimes in my life I look back and think, "Well, that was definitely the hard way."

I wish I could learn stuff and become a "better" person without all the painful transitional stuff.

...Can't we go back to the high that was 2-3 weeks ago? When I perfectly happy? I was walking on sunshine that week, now I am in the black hole of Calcutta.

Scary thought: when you do something good, no one remembers; when you do something bad, no one forgets.

Anyways. Things that I am thankful for:

1. My family.
2. The extreme lack of relationship drama in my life.
3. My church.
4. My friends.
5. The future.
6. Opportunity.
7. Soda/sweets.
8. Jesus.
9. Blankets, beds, and pillows.
10. Distractions.
11. Food.
12. People.
13. “You wouldn't worry so much about what others think of you if you realized how seldom they do.” -- Eleanor Roosevelt
    
14. Music.
15. Running water.
16. My bestest shirt that my grandmother found for me today.
17. Kleenex/Puffs facial tissue.
18. Communication.
19. Life.
    

I ended each of those with a period because periods are nice and bring lots of closure.